So sad now No way out The bottom of despair Hormones raging Going crazy It there another boy who cares? Deep water Pulling me down Deep water Afraid i’ll drown I hear the gays go To san francisco That’s so far away from here School’s a jail At home i’ve failed A life of pain and fear Two more years now Before i get out That’s a lifetime to wait Try to hold on Put my thick skin on ’til i make my escape