When I was a little child, I'd escape into my head And into the heads of authors Through the magic words I read I'd be many different people, Each one braver than myself Then I wouldn't feel his weight And I wouldn't hear them yell When they asked me at the shelter, If my father touched me there I dreamt with my eyes open, Mute I shook my hair The truth was just too painful And I did not trust their care Only years and cities later Could I lay the facts out bare aoh..aho..aho..ye..ha.. He took from me ten years of childhood, Spent three years in jail at most How can a country's code of justice Be such a world away from just? Mother says she still loves him, Tells me that I'm doing fine, That he needs her more than I do, So I really should not mind Now I'm supposed to be all grown up, I escape into these songs I still hide inside those books When I'm really feeling down Shame like a stalker haunts me He may never go away But I won't be sad, I won't let him steal my joy When he tells me I am worthless, I sing out anyway cause I won't be sad or silent I won't let him steal my joy He tells me I am worthless, But I sing out anyway Cause I won't be sad I won't let him steal my joy I won't be sad I won't be silent I won't let him steal my joy