It's desperation in my face from A lifetime of pain and isolation Everyday is just the fucking same I want to change but I can't get my foot in any door Every time I knock there's nobody home What's the point in waiting outside alone? Doors are locked and there's no windows Outside it's always thirty below It's desperation in my face from A lifetime of pain and isolation Everyday is just the fucking same I want to change but I can't get my foot in any door Every time I knock there's nobody home What's the point in waiting outside alone Doors are locked and there's no windows Outside it's always thirty below Just when I feel like it might not be so bad It always kicks and tells me where I stand All this strife and all these tears And all this anger from all these years It's left me broken and it's what keeps me here I'll never be happy without you here