[00:27]you called yesterday to basically say
[00:34]that you care for me
[00:38]but that youre just not in love
[00:42]immediately, i pretended
[00:44]to be feeling similarly
[00:47]and led you to believe i was ok
[00:51]to just walk away from the one thing
[00:54]thats unyielding and sacred to me
[00:56][01:56][03:10][03:39][04:08]well, i guess im trying to be
[00:58][01:58][03:12][03:40][04:09]non-chalant about it
[01:00][02:00][03:14][03:41][04:10]and im going to extremes
[01:02][02:02][03:16][03:43][04:12]to prove im fine without you
[01:04][02:04][03:18][03:45][04:14]but in reality
[01:05][02:05][03:19][03:47][04:16]im slowly losing my mind
[01:07][02:07][03:21][03:49][04:18]underneath the guise of a smile
[01:08][02:08][03:22][03:51][04:20]gradually, im dying inside
[01:10][02:10][03:24][03:53][04:21]friends ask me how i feel
[01:12][02:12][03:26][03:55][04:23]and i lie convincingly
[01:14][02:14][03:28][03:57][04:25]cause i dont want to reveal
[01:16][02:16][03:30][03:58][04:26]the fact that that im suffering
[01:18][02:18][03:32][04:00][04:28]so, i wear my disguise
[01:20][02:20][03:34][04:02][04:30]til i go home at night
[01:22][02:22][03:36][04:04][04:32]and turn down all the lights
[01:24][02:24][03:38][04:06][04:34]and then i break down and cry
[01:26]so, what do you do
[01:28]when somebody youre devoted to
[01:31]suddenly just stops loving you
[01:33]and it seems they havent got a clue
[01:37]of the pain that rejection
[01:39]is putting you through
[01:41]do you cling to your pride
[01:42]and sing "i will survive"
[01:45]do you lash out and say
[01:47]"how dare you leave this way"
[01:52]do you hold on in vain
[01:54]as they just slip away
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