Break,breakdown,steadily  breakin'me  on  down
Break,breakdown,steadily  breakin'me  on  down
Break,breakdown,steadily  breakin'me  on  down
Break,breakdown,steadily  breakin'me  on  down
You  call  yesterday  to  basically  say
That  you  care  for  me  but  that  you're  just  not  in  love
Immediately  I  pretended  to  beel  similarly
And  led  you  to  believe  I  was  O.K.
To  just  walk  away  from  the  thing
That's  unyielding  and  sacred  to  me
Well  I  guess  I'm  trying  to  be  nonchalant  about  it
And  I'm  going  the  extremes  to  prove  I'm  fine  without  you
But  in  reality  I'm  slowly  losing  my  my  mind
Underneath  the  guise  of  a  smile  gradually  I'm  dying  inside
Friends  ask  me  how  I  feel  and  I  lie  convincingly
'Cause  I  don't  want  to  reveal  that  fact  that  I'm  suffering
So  I  wear  my  disguise 'til  I  go  home  at  night
And  turn  down  all  the  lights  and  then  break  down  and  cry
So  what  do  you  do  when  somebody  you're  devoted  to
Suddenly  just  stops  loving  you  and  it  seems  they  haven't  got  a  clue
Of  the  pain  that  rejection  is  putting  you  through
Do  you  cling  to  your  pride  and  sing  I  will  survive
Do  you  lash  out  and  say  How  dare  you  leave  this  way
Do  you  hold  on  in  vain  as  they  just  slip  away
Well  I  guess  I'm  trying  to  be  nonchalant  about  it
And  I'm  going  the  extremes  to  prove  I'm  fine  without  you
But  in  reality  I'm  slowly  loosing  my  my  mind
Underneath  the  guise  of  a  smile  gradually  I'm  dying  inside
Friends  ask  me  how  I  feel  and  I  lie  convincingly
'Cause  I  don't  want  to  reveal  that  fact  that  I'm  suffering
So  I  wear  my  disguise 'til  I  go  home  at  night
And  turn  down  all  the  lights  and  then  break  down  and  cry
Gonna  break  ya  down,only  if  ya  let  it
Everyday  crazy  situations  rockin'my  mind  tryin'to  break  me  down
But  I  won't  let  it
Forget  it
I  be  feelin'like  you're  breakin'me  down
Kickin'me 'round,stressin'me  out
I  think  I  better  go  and  get  out  and  let  me  release  some  stress
Don't  ever  wanna  feel  no  pain,pain
Hopin'for  the  sun,but  it  looks  like
Rain,rain,rain,rain
Lord,I  just  wanna  maintain
Yeah,I  can  feel  the  pressures,y'all
But  nevertheless  Krayzie  won't  fall
It's  over
It's  endin'here
Well  I  guess  I'm  trying  to  be  nonchalant  about  it
And  I'm  going  the  extremes  to  prove  I'm  fine  without  you
But  in  reality  I'm  slowly  loosing  my  my  mind
Underneath  the  guise  of  a  smile  gradually  I'm  dying  inside
Friends  ask  me  how  I  feel  and  I  lie  convincingly
'Cause  I  don't  want  to  reveal  that  fact  that  I'm  suffering
So  I  wear  my  disguise 'till  I  go  home  at  night
And  turn  down  all  the  lights  and  then  breakdown  and  cry