you sent me up to heaven
i was safe and loved there
then you pushed me down the ladder
now you just left me here
but i'm strong can't get hurt
this must be wrong won't sink down in the dirtwhat's with me

this is not happy this is not happy
not to me
not reality

not to me
not to me

maybe it was my own fault
maybe i just tripped and fell
to blame an angel tempts me now
baby please take me up again
forgive me
i didn't mean to comprehend and consider my friend
what's with me

this is not happy this is not happy
not to me
not reality
not to me

not to me

but i'm strong can't get hurt
this must be wrong won't sink down in the dirt
what's with me

this is not happy this is not happy
not to me
not reality
not to me

not to me