Today I washed my makeup away
so the mirror could see my face
I wanted all my pain to portray
what my words could not say
cause I'll never be good enough
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Gotta tough it out
and suck it up to stay, to stay
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where I feel home
and remember what I believe
I just wanna cry out loud,
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I'm standing still to say to you,
I'm not perfect
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So hard I can't find my way and
I'm tired of all this rain
I'm damaged and so ashamed,
only half my soul remains
cause I'll never be pretty enough
Gotta tough it out and
suck it up to stay, to stay
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I just wanna cry out loud
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Ooh, I'm so afraid, so afraid
Of change, change
And ooh, I know it's the only way
Gotta shut the world out and breakdown so
I can see what's left of me
Time for me to be alone be alone
What I believe
I just wanna cry out loud 'cuz
it's the only sound that will truly set me free
It will set me free