I've been holding back my thoughts Do whatever I can to distract myself You're a million miles away That I would cross the times So I could be with you I'm dying slowly without you Even when I'm sleeping I'm finding that it's hard to keep That promise I made to myself to let go Even though you're far away I cannot go a single day My heart is so displaced I can't forget you It's haunting my memories everytime you manage to steal my train of thought Even though I said I love you not It's haunting that feeling whenever I start thinking that I see you here But you're not here... anymore Everyday I tried so hard Not to let myself fall even deeper for you But there was nothing I could do As the tears fell down it became obvious that I had been defeated Even when I'm sleeping I'm finding that it's hard to keep That promise I made to myself to let go Even though you're far away I cannot go a single day My heart is so displaced I can't forget you It's haunting my memories everytime you manage to steal my train of thought Even though I said I love you not It's haunting that feeling whenever I start thinking that I see you here But you're not here... anymore Even when I'm sleeping I'm finding that it's hard to keep That promise I made to myself to let go Even though you're far away I cannot go a single day My heart is so displaced I can't forget you It's haunting my memories everytime you manage to steal my train of thought Even though I said I love you not It's haunting that feeling whenever I start thinking that I see you here But you're not here... anymore It's haunting my memories everytime you manage to steal my train of thought Even though I said I love you not It's haunting that feeling whenever I start thinking that I see you here But you're not here