It is no secret that I'm OCD, do things four times
Crave chocolate vodka and I gotta have my smoke at night
But something worse has got me dizzy, got me so upset
I met you baby, now I'm psychologically wrecked
All the lights and the stars and the waves and the cars and the sex and the drugs ain't special
But with you, I'm a mess, I'm on edge, I confess I'm distressed, I'm really mental
You can't stop me from going down
It's a bad addiction
My shrink says I'm in love
It's a hard admission
When I deny so much
Paranoid dependence
My fix gives me this rush
You're my medication
Without you I am f**ked
You are my substance, my abuse, my self-inflicted wounds
You kiss my heroin but with you I am scared I'm doomed
When will you notice I'm unbalanced, just a little strange?
It's like an overdose, but there's no pill for this pain
All the lights and the stars and the waves and the cars and the sex and the drugs ain't special
But with you, I'm a mess, I'm on edge, I confess I'm distressed, I'm really mental
You can't stop me from going down
It's a bad addiction
My shrink says I'm in love
It's a hard admission
When I deny so much
Paranoid dependence
My fix gives me this rush
You're my medication
Without you I am f**ked
(repeat)