Fading  Lately
Song  By  Katie  Costello
I ’ve  been  finding  reasons
To  tell  myself  that  I ’m  not  really  here  or  there  much
I ’ve  been  making  scrapbooks
Of  all  the  places  I  would  like  to  go  when  I ’m  home
And  I ’ve  got  ways  to  disappear
And  now  I  can ’t  find  my  way  out  of  here
Am  I  really  here?
I  don ’t  know  where  I ’ve  been  lately
All  I  see  is  myself  fading
I  don ’t  know  who  I ’ve  been  lately
All  I  see  is  this  place  fading
I ’ve  been  playing  dress  up
Trying  to  find  a  sweater  that  makes  sense,given  the  climate
I ’ve  been  wearing  glasses
To  let  myself  see  the  blurry  mess,that  I ’ve  yet  to  relate  with
And  I ’ve  got  ways  to  disappear
And  now  I  can ’t  find  my  way  out  of  here
Am  I  really  here?
I  don ’t  know  where  I ’ve  been  lately
All  I  see  is  myself  fading
I  don ’t  know  who  I ’ve  been  lately
All  I  see  is  this  place  fading
I  just  need  to  watch  some  TV
To  get  a  better  sense  of  what  I  shouldn ’t  be
I  didn ’t  use  breadcrumbs  and  now  I ’m  stuck  in  this  place
I  left  my  compass  at  home  and  now  I  can ’t  find  my  way
I  just  didn ’t,I  just  need,and  now  I  can ’t  find  my  way
I  don ’t  know  where  I ’ve  been  lately
Everything  has  changed  vaguely
I  don ’t  know  who  I ’ve  been  lately
All  I  see  is  this  place  fading
I  don ’t  know  where  I ’ve  been  lately
All  I  see  is  myself  fading