[00:00.000] | 作曲 : 胡剑昔 |
[00:00.670] | 作词 : 胡剑昔 |
[00:02.11] | 这封给自己死后安慰的信 |
[00:08.99] | 词/曲/编/唱/混:胡剑昔 |
[00:29.07] | 关于“善解人意”这个话题 |
[00:32.15] | 或许只是想象中的另一个自己 |
[00:36.15] | 并非现实的你 |
[00:38.32] | 有时候 |
[00:39.40] | 真的还不如死了来得安心 |
[00:42.14] | 这么些日子,你的怀疑 |
[00:44.72] | 在你的角度也许有你的道理 |
[00:46.94] | 我并不会说是你的错 |
[00:49.01] | 可你并不知道我过得多么狼藉 |
[00:51.49] | 如若要你去承认 |
[00:53.17] | 你没有做过的或者假如做了 |
[00:55.49] | 就是对不起我的一些事 |
[00:57.66] | 你愿意甘心的高兴的承认吗? |
[01:00.60] | 这么些日子 |
[01:02.12] | 支撑我过活的并不是你 |
[01:04.40] | 是我无怨无悔的压抑 |
[01:06.47] | 是我小强精神的折磨不死。 |
[01:09.51] | 躺下来,感觉不到心跳 |
[01:11.94] | 感觉不到呼吸 |
[01:13.51] | 感觉整个世界都已停止 |
[01:16.14] | 可能心被你折磨死了吧 |
[01:18.27] | 好像又没死,心还在隐隐作痛 |
[01:21.36] | 你如果看到我这样子 |
[01:23.43] | 我猜你应该是很高兴的 |
[01:25.70] | 我也很高兴 |
[01:26.81] | 替你高兴而高兴 |
[01:28.64] | 也许我真的死了 |
[01:30.74] | 我已经是个死人了 |
[01:34.43] | 你便可以无忧无虑的开心一辈子了 |
[01:40.80] | 这不是高兴了么 |
[01:42.13] | 却在想着怎么哭一下 |
[01:44.40] | 还在纠结要不要大把大把的撒眼泪时 |
[01:47.84] | 可眼泪已成线 |
[01:49.36] | 滴落在心口上 |
[01:50.58] | 嗔噌嗔的疼 |
[01:52.19] | 这下看着我这样疼着 |
[01:55.12] | 你肯定很开心了吧 |
[01:57.04] | 只要你开心就好 |
[01:59.06] | 像我这种东西就只许让你开心 |
[02:02.86] | 让你难过伤心了 |
[02:04.38] | ***我就不是东西 |
[02:06.96] | (呵呵,我就不是个东西呢) |
[02:09.22] | 你见我这样骂自己 |
[02:11.46] | 你心里说不出的快乐呢 |
[02:14.49] | 没准儿你还在拍手叫好吧 |
[02:22.07] | (呵呵,你开心就好,开心就好。) |
[02:24.85] | |
[02:25.26] | 给你写的一封信,心好痛 |
[02:31.63] | 不是因为别的原因还是别的梦 |
[02:39.41] | 写给自己死后的信,心好痛 |
[02:46.60] | 是因为你没把我真正的放心中 |
[02:54.71] | 是因为你没把我真正放心中 |
[03:01.08] | 我已经是个死人了 |
[03:04.78] | 你便可以无忧无虑的开心一辈子了 |
[03:16.97] | 我已经是个死人了 |
[03:24.25] | 你便可以无忧无虑的开心一辈子了 |
[03:41.50] | 躺下来,感觉不到心跳 |
[03:43.98] | 感觉不到呼吸 |
[03:45.39] | 感觉整个世界都已停止 |
[03:48.07] | 可能心被你折磨死了吧 |
[03:50.61] | 好像又没死 |
[03:52.13] | 心还在隐隐作痛 |
[03:53.90] | 你如果看到我这样子 |
[03:55.87] | 我猜你应该是很高兴的 |
[03:59.05] | 我也很高兴 |
[04:00.87] | 替你高兴而高兴 |
[04:03.50] | 也许我真的死了 |
[04:10.08] | 这不是高兴了么 |
[04:12.10] | 却在想着怎么哭一下 |
[04:15.59] | 还在纠结要不要大把大把的把眼泪撒 |
[04:19.80] | 可眼泪已成线 |
[04:22.28] | 嘀嗒滴在心口上,嗔噌嗔的疼 |
[04:26.41] | 这下看着我这样疼着 |
[04:28.69] | 你又肯定很开心了吧 |
[04:30.71] | 让你难过伤心了 |
[04:33.50] | ***我就不是个东西 |
[04:37.24] | 给你写的一封信,心好痛 |
[04:43.05] | 不是因为别的原因还是别的梦 |
[04:50.63] | 写给自己死后的信,心好痛 |
[04:57.41] | 是因为你没把我真正的放心中 |
[05:06.01] | 是因为你没把我真正放心中 |
[05:11.72] | (亲爱的,祝你开心一辈子 |
[05:13.24] | 一封给自己死后安慰的信 |
[05:14.90] | 也算是安慰自己的心灵) |
[05:23.26] | 我已经是个死人了 |
[05:27.85] | 你便可以无忧无虑的开心一辈子了 |
[05:40.43] | 我已经是个死人了 |
[05:47.47] | 你便可以无忧无虑的开心一辈子了 |
[00:00.000] | zuo qu : hu jian xi |
[00:00.670] | zuo ci : hu jian xi |
[00:02.11] | zhe feng gei zi ji si hou an wei de xin |
[00:08.99] | ci qu bian chang hun: hu jian xi |
[00:29.07] | guan yu" shan jie ren yi" zhe ge hua ti |
[00:32.15] | huo xu zhi shi xiang xiang zhong de ling yi ge zi ji |
[00:36.15] | bing fei xian shi de ni |
[00:38.32] | you shi hou |
[00:39.40] | zhen de hai bu ru si le lai de an xin |
[00:42.14] | zhe me xie ri zi, ni de huai yi |
[00:44.72] | zai ni de jiao du ye xu you ni de dao li |
[00:46.94] | wo bing bu hui shuo shi ni de cuo |
[00:49.01] | ke ni bing bu zhi dao wo guo de duo me lang ji |
[00:51.49] | ru ruo yao ni qu cheng ren |
[00:53.17] | ni mei you zuo guo de huo zhe jia ru zuo le |
[00:55.49] | jiu shi dui bu qi wo de yi xie shi |
[00:57.66] | ni yuan yi gan xin de gao xing de cheng ren ma? |
[01:00.60] | zhe me xie ri zi |
[01:02.12] | zhi cheng wo guo huo de bing bu shi ni |
[01:04.40] | shi wo wu yuan wu hui de ya yi |
[01:06.47] | shi wo xiao qiang jing shen de zhe mo bu si. |
[01:09.51] | tang xia lai, gan jue bu dao xin tiao |
[01:11.94] | gan jue bu dao hu xi |
[01:13.51] | gan jue zheng ge shi jie dou yi ting zhi |
[01:16.14] | ke neng xin bei ni zhe mo si le ba |
[01:18.27] | hao xiang you mei si, xin hai zai yin yin zuo tong |
[01:21.36] | ni ru guo kan dao wo zhe yang zi |
[01:23.43] | wo cai ni ying gai shi hen gao xing de |
[01:25.70] | wo ye hen gao xing |
[01:26.81] | ti ni gao xing er gao xing |
[01:28.64] | ye xu wo zhen de si le |
[01:30.74] | wo yi jing shi ge si ren le |
[01:34.43] | ni bian ke yi wu you wu lv de kai xin yi bei zi le |
[01:40.80] | zhe bu shi gao xing le me |
[01:42.13] | que zai xiang zhe zen me ku yi xia |
[01:44.40] | hai zai jiu jie yao bu yao da ba da ba de sa yan lei shi |
[01:47.84] | ke yan lei yi cheng xian |
[01:49.36] | di luo zai xin kou shang |
[01:50.58] | chen ceng chen de teng |
[01:52.19] | zhe xia kan zhe wo zhe yang teng zhe |
[01:55.12] | ni ken ding hen kai xin le ba |
[01:57.04] | zhi yao ni kai xin jiu hao |
[01:59.06] | xiang wo zhe zhong dong xi jiu zhi xu rang ni kai xin |
[02:02.86] | rang ni nan guo shang xin le |
[02:04.38] | wo jiu bu shi dong xi |
[02:06.96] | he he, wo jiu bu shi ge dong xi ne |
[02:09.22] | ni jian wo zhe yang ma zi ji |
[02:11.46] | ni xin li shuo bu chu de kuai le ne |
[02:14.49] | mei zhun r ni hai zai pai shou jiao hao ba |
[02:22.07] | he he, ni kai xin jiu hao, kai xin jiu hao. |
[02:24.85] | |
[02:25.26] | gei ni xie de yi feng xin, xin hao tong |
[02:31.63] | bu shi yin wei bie de yuan yin hai shi bie de meng |
[02:39.41] | xie gei zi ji si hou de xin, xin hao tong |
[02:46.60] | shi yin wei ni mei ba wo zhen zheng de fang xin zhong |
[02:54.71] | shi yin wei ni mei ba wo zhen zheng fang xin zhong |
[03:01.08] | wo yi jing shi ge si ren le |
[03:04.78] | ni bian ke yi wu you wu lv de kai xin yi bei zi le |
[03:16.97] | wo yi jing shi ge si ren le |
[03:24.25] | ni bian ke yi wu you wu lv de kai xin yi bei zi le |
[03:41.50] | tang xia lai, gan jue bu dao xin tiao |
[03:43.98] | gan jue bu dao hu xi |
[03:45.39] | gan jue zheng ge shi jie dou yi ting zhi |
[03:48.07] | ke neng xin bei ni zhe mo si le ba |
[03:50.61] | hao xiang you mei si |
[03:52.13] | xin hai zai yin yin zuo tong |
[03:53.90] | ni ru guo kan dao wo zhe yang zi |
[03:55.87] | wo cai ni ying gai shi hen gao xing de |
[03:59.05] | wo ye hen gao xing |
[04:00.87] | ti ni gao xing er gao xing |
[04:03.50] | ye xu wo zhen de si le |
[04:10.08] | zhe bu shi gao xing le me |
[04:12.10] | que zai xiang zhe zen me ku yi xia |
[04:15.59] | hai zai jiu jie yao bu yao da ba da ba de ba yan lei sa |
[04:19.80] | ke yan lei yi cheng xian |
[04:22.28] | di da di zai xin kou shang, chen ceng chen de teng |
[04:26.41] | zhe xia kan zhe wo zhe yang teng zhe |
[04:28.69] | ni you ken ding hen kai xin le ba |
[04:30.71] | rang ni nan guo shang xin le |
[04:33.50] | wo jiu bu shi ge dong xi |
[04:37.24] | gei ni xie de yi feng xin, xin hao tong |
[04:43.05] | bu shi yin wei bie de yuan yin hai shi bie de meng |
[04:50.63] | xie gei zi ji si hou de xin, xin hao tong |
[04:57.41] | shi yin wei ni mei ba wo zhen zheng de fang xin zhong |
[05:06.01] | shi yin wei ni mei ba wo zhen zheng fang xin zhong |
[05:11.72] | qin ai de, zhu ni kai xin yi bei zi |
[05:13.24] | yi feng gei zi ji si hou an wei de xin |
[05:14.90] | ye suan shi an wei zi ji de xin ling |
[05:23.26] | wo yi jing shi ge si ren le |
[05:27.85] | ni bian ke yi wu you wu lv de kai xin yi bei zi le |
[05:40.43] | wo yi jing shi ge si ren le |
[05:47.47] | ni bian ke yi wu you wu lv de kai xin yi bei zi le |
[00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : hú jiàn xī |
[00:00.670] | zuò cí : hú jiàn xī |
[00:02.11] | zhè fēng gěi zì jǐ sǐ hòu ān wèi de xìn |
[00:08.99] | cí qū biān chàng hùn: hú jiàn xī |
[00:29.07] | guān yú" shàn jiě rén yì" zhè gè huà tí |
[00:32.15] | huò xǔ zhǐ shì xiǎng xiàng zhōng de lìng yí gè zì jǐ |
[00:36.15] | bìng fēi xiàn shí de nǐ |
[00:38.32] | yǒu shí hou |
[00:39.40] | zhēn de hái bù rú sǐ le lái de ān xīn |
[00:42.14] | zhè me xiē rì zi, nǐ de huái yí |
[00:44.72] | zài nǐ de jiǎo dù yě xǔ yǒu nǐ de dào lǐ |
[00:46.94] | wǒ bìng bú huì shuō shì nǐ de cuò |
[00:49.01] | kě nǐ bìng bù zhī dào wǒ guò de duō me láng jí |
[00:51.49] | rú ruò yào nǐ qù chéng rèn |
[00:53.17] | nǐ méi yǒu zuò guò de huò zhě jiǎ rú zuò le |
[00:55.49] | jiù shì duì bù qǐ wǒ de yī xiē shì |
[00:57.66] | nǐ yuàn yì gān xīn de gāo xìng de chéng rèn ma? |
[01:00.60] | zhè me xiē rì zi |
[01:02.12] | zhī chēng wǒ guò huó de bìng bú shì nǐ |
[01:04.40] | shì wǒ wú yuàn wú huǐ de yā yì |
[01:06.47] | shì wǒ xiǎo qiáng jīng shén de zhé mó bù sǐ. |
[01:09.51] | tǎng xià lái, gǎn jué bú dào xīn tiào |
[01:11.94] | gǎn jué bú dào hū xī |
[01:13.51] | gǎn jué zhěng gè shì jiè dōu yǐ tíng zhǐ |
[01:16.14] | kě néng xīn bèi nǐ zhé mó sǐ le ba |
[01:18.27] | hǎo xiàng yòu méi sǐ, xīn hái zài yǐn yǐn zuò tòng |
[01:21.36] | nǐ rú guǒ kàn dào wǒ zhè yàng zi |
[01:23.43] | wǒ cāi nǐ yīng gāi shì hěn gāo xìng de |
[01:25.70] | wǒ yě hěn gāo xìng |
[01:26.81] | tì nǐ gāo xìng ér gāo xìng |
[01:28.64] | yě xǔ wǒ zhēn de sǐ le |
[01:30.74] | wǒ yǐ jīng shì gè sǐ rén le |
[01:34.43] | nǐ biàn kě yǐ wú yōu wú lǜ de kāi xīn yī bèi zi le |
[01:40.80] | zhè bú shì gāo xìng le me |
[01:42.13] | què zài xiǎng zhe zěn me kū yī xià |
[01:44.40] | hái zài jiū jié yào bú yào dà bǎ dà bǎ de sā yǎn lèi shí |
[01:47.84] | kě yǎn lèi yǐ chéng xiàn |
[01:49.36] | dī luò zài xīn kǒu shàng |
[01:50.58] | chēn cēng chēn de téng |
[01:52.19] | zhè xià kàn zhe wǒ zhè yàng téng zhe |
[01:55.12] | nǐ kěn dìng hěn kāi xīn le ba |
[01:57.04] | zhǐ yào nǐ kāi xīn jiù hǎo |
[01:59.06] | xiàng wǒ zhè zhǒng dōng xī jiù zhǐ xǔ ràng nǐ kāi xīn |
[02:02.86] | ràng nǐ nán guò shāng xīn le |
[02:04.38] | wǒ jiù bù shì dōng xi |
[02:06.96] | hē hē, wǒ jiù bú shì gè dōng xī ne |
[02:09.22] | nǐ jiàn wǒ zhè yàng mà zì jǐ |
[02:11.46] | nǐ xīn lǐ shuō bu chū de kuài lè ne |
[02:14.49] | méi zhǔn r nǐ hái zài pāi shǒu jiào hǎo ba |
[02:22.07] | hē hē, nǐ kāi xīn jiù hǎo, kāi xīn jiù hǎo. |
[02:24.85] | |
[02:25.26] | gěi nǐ xiě de yī fēng xìn, xīn hǎo tòng |
[02:31.63] | bú shì yīn wèi bié de yuán yīn hái shì bié de mèng |
[02:39.41] | xiě gěi zì jǐ sǐ hòu de xìn, xīn hǎo tòng |
[02:46.60] | shì yīn wèi nǐ méi bǎ wǒ zhēn zhèng de fàng xīn zhōng |
[02:54.71] | shì yīn wèi nǐ méi bǎ wǒ zhēn zhèng fàng xīn zhōng |
[03:01.08] | wǒ yǐ jīng shì gè sǐ rén le |
[03:04.78] | nǐ biàn kě yǐ wú yōu wú lǜ de kāi xīn yī bèi zi le |
[03:16.97] | wǒ yǐ jīng shì gè sǐ rén le |
[03:24.25] | nǐ biàn kě yǐ wú yōu wú lǜ de kāi xīn yī bèi zi le |
[03:41.50] | tǎng xià lái, gǎn jué bú dào xīn tiào |
[03:43.98] | gǎn jué bú dào hū xī |
[03:45.39] | gǎn jué zhěng gè shì jiè dōu yǐ tíng zhǐ |
[03:48.07] | kě néng xīn bèi nǐ zhé mó sǐ le ba |
[03:50.61] | hǎo xiàng yòu méi sǐ |
[03:52.13] | xīn hái zài yǐn yǐn zuò tòng |
[03:53.90] | nǐ rú guǒ kàn dào wǒ zhè yàng zi |
[03:55.87] | wǒ cāi nǐ yīng gāi shì hěn gāo xìng de |
[03:59.05] | wǒ yě hěn gāo xìng |
[04:00.87] | tì nǐ gāo xìng ér gāo xìng |
[04:03.50] | yě xǔ wǒ zhēn de sǐ le |
[04:10.08] | zhè bú shì gāo xìng le me |
[04:12.10] | què zài xiǎng zhe zěn me kū yī xià |
[04:15.59] | hái zài jiū jié yào bú yào dà bǎ dà bǎ de bǎ yǎn lèi sā |
[04:19.80] | kě yǎn lèi yǐ chéng xiàn |
[04:22.28] | dī dā dī zài xīn kǒu shàng, chēn cēng chēn de téng |
[04:26.41] | zhè xià kàn zhe wǒ zhè yàng téng zhe |
[04:28.69] | nǐ yòu kěn dìng hěn kāi xīn le ba |
[04:30.71] | ràng nǐ nán guò shāng xīn le |
[04:33.50] | wǒ jiù bú shì gè dōng xī |
[04:37.24] | gěi nǐ xiě de yī fēng xìn, xīn hǎo tòng |
[04:43.05] | bú shì yīn wèi bié de yuán yīn hái shì bié de mèng |
[04:50.63] | xiě gěi zì jǐ sǐ hòu de xìn, xīn hǎo tòng |
[04:57.41] | shì yīn wèi nǐ méi bǎ wǒ zhēn zhèng de fàng xīn zhōng |
[05:06.01] | shì yīn wèi nǐ méi bǎ wǒ zhēn zhèng fàng xīn zhōng |
[05:11.72] | qīn ài de, zhù nǐ kāi xīn yī bèi zi |
[05:13.24] | yī fēng gěi zì jǐ sǐ hòu ān wèi de xìn |
[05:14.90] | yě suàn shì ān wèi zì jǐ de xīn líng |
[05:23.26] | wǒ yǐ jīng shì gè sǐ rén le |
[05:27.85] | nǐ biàn kě yǐ wú yōu wú lǜ de kāi xīn yī bèi zi le |
[05:40.43] | wǒ yǐ jīng shì gè sǐ rén le |
[05:47.47] | nǐ biàn kě yǐ wú yōu wú lǜ de kāi xīn yī bèi zi le |