I still love you and I don't know why And I can't rise above you so I don't even try And tonight there you are holding her close to your heart And I try not to look, but when I do I can't seem to breathe When I see you smile it takes me back And I don't know why it happens like that She's on your mind and you shine in her eyes When I see you smile it almost makes me cry Well, that was last week, I'm back and begging for more Hoping I might see you walk through that old door Well, I might as well not pretend I know I'll hit bottom again But to be in the same room with him makes it all worth while When I see you smile it takes me back And I don't know why it happens like that She's on your mind and you shine in her eyes When I see you smile it almost makes me cry When I see you smile it almost makes me cry