[00:14.70]I'll tell it as I best know how, [00:17.89]And that's the way it was told to me: I [00:22.35]Must have been a thief or a whore, [00:24.82]Then surely was thrown overboard, [00:28.21]Where, they say, [00:29.33]I came this way from the deep blue sea. [00:34.70]It picked me up and tossed me round. [00:37.87]I lost my shoes and tore my gown, [00:41.37]I forgot my name, [00:42.57]And drowned. [00:44.09]Then woke up with the surf a - pounding; [00:47.85]It seemed I had been run aground. [00:53.58]Well they took me in and shod my feet [00:56.38]And taught me prayers for chastity [01:00.45]And said my name would be Colleen, and [01:05.46]I was blessed among all women, [01:09.47]To have forgotten everything. [01:22.53]And as the weeks and months ensued [01:25.92]I tried to make myself of use. [01:29.27]I tilled and planted, but could not produce - [01:31.77]not root, nor leaf, nor flower, nor bean; Lord! [01:35.82]It seemed I overwatered everything. [01:39.25]And I hate the sight of that empty air, [01:42.10]like stepping for a missing stair [01:45.95]and falling forth forever blindly: [01:50.95]cannot grab hold of anything! No, [01:54.48]Not I, most blessed among Colleens. [02:07.91]I dream some nights of a funny sea, [02:11.33]as soft as a newly born baby. [02:14.53]It cries for me pitifully! [02:17.31]And I dive for my child with a wildness in me, [02:21.91]and am so sweetly there received. [02:24.73]But last night came a different dream; [02:27.52]a gray and sloping-shouldered thing [02:31.36]said "What's cinched 'round your waist, Colleen? [02:36.15]is that my very own baleen? [02:39.25]No! Have you forgotten everything?" [02:52.96]This morning, 'round the cape at dawn, [02:56.28]some travellers sailed into town [02:59.70]with scraps for sale and the saddest songs [03:02.40]and a book of pictures, leather-bound, that [03:05.49]showed a whale with a tusk a meter long. [03:09.93]Well, I asked the man who showed it me, [03:12.52]"What is the name of that strange beast?" [03:16.29]He said its name translated roughly to [03:21.36]He-Who-Easily-Can-Curve-Himself-Against-The-Sky. [03:28.88]And I am without words. [03:30.46]He said, "My lady looks perturbed. [03:34.53](the light is in your eyes, Colleen.)" [03:39.08]I said, "Whatever can you mean?" [03:42.06]He leaned in and said, [03:43.87]"You ain't forgotten everything." [04:08.85]"You dare to speak a lady's name?" [04:11.95]He said, "My lady is mistaken. [04:15.53]I would not speak your name in this place; [04:18.01]and if I were to try then the wind - I swear - [04:21.01]would rise, to tear you clean from me without a trace." [04:25.42]"Have you come, then, to rescue me?" [04:27.98]He laughed and said, "from what, 'Colleen'?" [04:31.81]You dried and dressed most willingly. [04:36.79]you corseted, and caught the dread disease [04:40.60]by which one comes to know such peace." [04:43.84]Well, it's true that I came to know such things as [04:46.62]the laws which govern property [04:50.41]and herbs to feed the babes that wean, [04:55.57]and the welting weight for every season; [04:59.03]but still [04:59.97]I don't know any goddamned "Colleen." [05:12.14]Then dive down there with the lights to lead [05:14.68]that seem to shine from everything - [05:18.90]down to the bottom of the deep blue sea; [05:23.48]down where your heart beats so slow, [05:27.85]and you never in your life have felt so free. [05:30.63]Will you come down there with me? [05:32.45]Down were our bodies start to seem like [05:36.77]artifacts of some strange dream, [05:41.28]which afterwards you can't decipher, [05:44.29]and so, soon, have forgotten [05:47.31]Everything.