[00:00.00]Strangest Dreams (Explicit) - Haystak
[00:05.99]Come on Come On       Come on Ca Come on
[00:24.87]If you ever lost the person who was closest to you
[00:27.93]I don't know what else to say other then me too
[00:31.00]If you ever had feelings inside yourself
[00:33.72]So bad you had died yourself
[00:36.96]I try to keep the depression to a minimum
[00:39.56]But I done I carried caskets
[00:40.85]That had my best friends in em
[00:42.67]I believe hearts can be so broken
[00:44.54]There is no mending em
[00:45.81]If you recover you're a true champion
[00:48.18]Just know it can be done it's just a
[00:50.08]Test of your faith and god
[00:51.97]He gonna be with you every step of the way
[00:54.94]I'm a sinner and I know I'm not living right
[00:58.28]And if I were to die out here chasin this rent tonight
[01:01.14]Denied at the gates casted into hell
[01:04.09]Some how that's secondary to cash and living well
[01:07.27]F**k a condo a mansion a bentley and a benz
[01:10.40]When I die I wanna be with my paw paw again
[01:13.28]I had the strangest dreams
[01:16.17]Ever since you been gone
[01:20.43]They always end holding you
[01:22.81]But I wake up here all alone
[01:25.30]I had the hardest time
[01:28.76]Picking up and moving on
[01:31.28]I fall asleep hoping maybe
[01:34.14]I'll wake and you'll be home
[01:36.99]Your momma named you Makayla Kay
[01:38.96]I call you whop-gotti
[01:41.27]I love ya like I never loved nobody
[01:43.26]From baby food to hot wings
[01:45.02]We done came along way
[01:46.69]Daddy work all night and sleep all day or
[01:50.04]Daddy work all day and sleep all night
[01:52.75]But I couldn't sleep at all if I
[01:55.02]Didn't know you was alright
[01:56.29]Maybe one day when you're an older kid
[01:58.90]I'll sit down and explain this soldier s**t
[02:01.71]About loyalty and friendship
[02:03.55]Honor and taking vows
[02:05.09]And other things you cant understand right now
[02:07.99]You just see I'm not around the way I should be
[02:11.10]And still she calls me every day
[02:12.89]To say that she loves me
[02:14.30]One day you'll be grown with children of your own
[02:17.28]And I hope every moment I'm not gone
[02:19.51]Boo boo in case I'm not there when you turn thirteen
[02:22.98]We all come to red lights we wont see turn green
[02:26.14]I had the strangest dreams
[02:28.92]Ever since you been gone
[02:31.85]They always end holding you
[02:34.77]But I wake up here all alone
[02:38.23]I had the hardest time
[02:41.13]Picking up and moving on
[02:44.08]I fall asleep hoping maybe
[02:47.12]I'll wake and you'll be home
[02:50.08]I done lost a whole lot of
[02:52.67]People to this thing here
[02:54.33]In 98 we lost four in the same year
[02:56.45]Sill beer perpetuates a moment of reflection
[02:59.67]And I try to freeze frame that picture of perfection
[03:02.86]Me and you chillin blowin and getting gone
[03:05.98]Back to present day and poof ya gone
[03:08.95]All these years and it don't even seem that long
[03:11.65]You ain't goin no where (hell no) he's to strong
[03:15.04]He just sleeping standing by the machine beeping
[03:17.79]And ya momma said baby he is leaving now
[03:20.93]And that machine is the only reason he's breathing now
[03:24.19]I said god damn it and ran my fist into the wall
[03:30.21]I was f**king with that brawd I oughta been with yall
[03:33.31]And all this could of been prevented
[03:35.47]It's amazing what can change in a few minutes
[03:39.06]But since you been gone so much went by
[03:42.09]Nothing changed I still like to ride and get high
[03:45.36]And ponder questions like why I am I still alive
[03:48.53]Forty east bound blowing doing ninety five
[03:51.52]Why are we even here the answer to this riddle
[03:54.50]Is a question that we been trying to answer
[03:56.82]Since we was little whats my purpose in life
[03:58.88]Something big for me to do
[04:00.67]Must be because if not then
[04:02.25]I'd be there kicking it with you
[04:03.70]I had the strangest dreams
[04:06.41]Ever since you been gone
[04:09.72]They always end holding you
[04:12.60]But I wake up here all alone
[04:15.17]I had the hardest time
[04:18.67]Picking up and moving on
[04:21.91]I fall asleep hoping maybe
[04:24.79]I'll wake and you'll be home