Think my bones are breaking 
Under black eyes and bookcases up to the sky 
The promises 
I made myself - 
That I wouldn't land it cause it's a bad habit - 
They don't help 
The nights are crazy 
And when I try to sleep 
All I see is grinding teeth and soft skin 
You're biting into my mess 
And I bask in the pain that comes to pass 
The heart wants us to fall in love 
Everyone I know wants to fall in love 
But love once got me in the gut 
There was no real fight, it tore me up